But I guess if you insist sure, I'll feel the weight of existence and the full spectrum of human emotion, no problem.
What else am I doing?
Experience is having its way with making sure we have plenty of challenges to overcome.
Again and again until we die.
And we die, never forget.
If it ain't one thing, it's another. From birth till dirt.
We are never without lessons and challenges and new surprises to accept.
We didn't see this coming.
We can't control what's going to happen, we can do our best in the now to bring awareness to the fact that all things in every moment are undergoing change.
Nothing stays the same, once there are victories, new battles arise.
Until we die.
Part of this life practice of being aware and conscious of one's life is losing any sort of surprise or upset(attachment) with the way in which life unfolds.
I haven't quite nailed that part down yet. I've gotten pretty good in a lot of scenarios but sad to report that I am indeed still a WIP and most likely will be for the foreseeable future.
The second best thing to being able to completely control your reactions and emotions would be to just accept that you're not there yet. Opposed to shaming yourself for not ascending to the 5D or wherever people are going 🫣🤣🤔.
I want to be all light and love and laugh 24/7 but that's not realistic ‘where I come from…right now(growth mindset).
Something that I'm working on accepting is that even though I have wisdom and knowledge about the right way to be(or whatever idea that I've decided was right) I'm still just a girl living in a world that can be a doozy to deal with.
I haven't zenned completely out yet and that's a hard pill to swallow but I suppose that is not very non-dualistic of me to think.
Couldn't be me.
In the trenches of mind over matter.
Anyways I stared at the moon for awhile and that seemed to help.
Feel it to go through it and I do be feeling it but as always I'm optimistic and in love with the moon, the breeze, and lots of tiny joyful things that exist to be enjoyed and adored.
Saddle up we ride at dawn, till the end of (our) time.